How can I put “heart” in it When my heart is broken From saying too many good-byes.
Some folks were wrenched from me. Some were adopted out. Some moved away. Some forced themselves out of my realm By their actions, abuses and scorn.
When I get past the anger Will I just then quietly mourn? Or will I take the high road Basking in the bliss Of knowing those who have translated Are now safe at Home?
Can I be forgiving Of those so full of scorn Knowing that they “know not what they do” Their friendship I no longer will mourn
Why am I so willing To turn the other cheek When I want to rip their guts out For the harmful words they speak.
When do I know the “Is-ness”? Am I living in the “now”? How do I put my heart in it When my heart is full of pain?
How long do I have to wear Clothes when I want to dance in the rain? I think I will jump the time-track Collect my laughter, joy and peace Release all this emotion Of sorrow and pain To give me the energy to make baby quilts again.
Soul is not is this sorrow It is just the emotional self So I perceive, dear Master, I can choose to put this Mind stuff on the shelf.
My Elders are with you now. It is natural to feel alone. I only need to focus Keep my eyes on The Purpose The Goal Sit and do nothing. Bask on the Heavenly Throne Let Spirit have the control.
I need to be in the moment I need the Is-ness of now. I want to be without an agenda But I really don’t know how. To live in the love and the mercy To bask in knowingness NOW.
Grief is part of living. Letting go is all I must do. Acknowledge that life Is just a series of lessons That all things are a gift.
I can reach out to another Who is still stuck in the fog. I can be a ‘server to those whose serve’ Knowing that I, also, am one. I can and will reconnect with life I can live in the Heart of the Master When my heart is too full of pain. I can release the morass and the dross I can be whole again.
Service is the key. Giving love in all my actions. Dedication in all I do. Being mindful of another Will help me see it through.
Thanks for this talk dear Master. I am blessed to hear your Voice. I can laugh through the tears I can run through the years, As long as I am listening to your Voice.
Let me always be listening To the Sound of the Rain Of Spirit as It washes over me Making me whole again.
May I always be in the Spirit of the Fire. May the Flames purify me. May I serve with Desire. May I give this day my Intention To be all that I can be Then I can put my Heart in It. Then Soul can be truly free.