If I could let Holy Spirit use me 24/7 and be conscious of It’s movement through me at all times,
If I found you, Beloved One, waiting for me at the temple gates, open it I would,
If I could enter your embrace within the softness of two yellow suns rising,
If I could find beauty within the darkest Soul, who’s heart is longing for the Light,
If I could give without judgment as to who to give to,
If I could know always, it is not my decision to know, just be the love,
If I could, I would not with hold anything of Myself in love,
If I could, I would not limit Myself in giving God Love, for it is not mine to keep,
If I could know the unknowable is what is inside of me,
If I could see myself as the Beloved sees me,
If I could change whatever is within me that is not of me,
If I could let spirit move through me into all the worlds of God unchanged,
If I could be a reflection of Gods True Image,
If I could look into the mirror of God, and see nothing,
If I could know the mirror reflects the light of ten thousand suns,
If I could know that I am that which I see burning in my eyes, looking out at me,
If I AM Self-realized, let me be numbered among the God Realized,
If I could know, I am without form, that I too am
the formless,
If I could see the face of God in all things,
If I could give all that I have to anyone who ask,
If I could serve all life with no thought of self,
If I could give unselfishly all that I am,
If I could say, Do what you will with me each moment of Now,
If I could do all these things beyond time and space in this moment of Grace,
I could embrace, without reservation all the love you give me to give,
I could then say this moment is the moment I am fully awake in your Presence
I could then say, thank you God, for loving my mistakes , and showing me how to learn from them,
If I could, I would know true honesty is Soul’s beginning of the journey into the heart of God
If I could let everything be washed away, leaving nothing, just bare bones bleached in the desert sun,
If I could see eternity and engorged on its silence,
I could know what Death knows
I could see there are no mysteries, no secrets,
I could see the simplicity of Gods Plan for the education of Soul,
I could give and receive Divine Love,
I could know beyond knowing Soul exists because of Gods love for Soul,
I could know there are no shadows in the Light and Sound
I could see Love is All there Is,
I could see the splendor that is, Love is All—All is Love
I could see I Am Love in all Its purity, and grace,
I could see I am the Fulfillment of Gods Love, and everything I have I will gladly give
If I could