I thought I was alone…

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I struggled.

I was broken.

I thought I was alone. 

It was only the beginning of the knowledge

of your love. 

You are always with me.

You sustain me in the darkest hour.

You gather me to your cloak of love and protection.

You are my beloved.

I thank you Higher Power.

I truly had thought I was alone.

Broken and shattered 

I approached this thy throne

Your love reached out to me in the darkest night.

Your love cleansed me and made everything right.

I am blessed to be under the shelter of thy wings.

I smile quietly at the mistaken thought…

I thought I was alone.


I can

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In the quiet of the evening

Walking in the gentle rain

I can feel the feelings

 of peace, joy and gratitude

Soaking into Soul from Spirit.

I can hear It

As it washes

Over me again

And yet again.

I am safe,

 loved and protected.

I walk with Thee on High.1491700_584150421683696_5337675819295997442_n

There are no questions.

No need to ask “Why?’

I do not doubt this moment.

I do not doubt my worth.

I want to surrender

To the rain, 

To the silence,

 Lay quietly on the damp cool earth.

The gentle rain refreshes me

Penetrates me with the Sound

As it cleanses Soul.

I can feel the Tsunami of Spirit

Renewing me. 

Making me whole.

And,  just in case my gratitude bank

Was not filled to overflowing

Mother’s umbrella of Love

Gives me a quiet knowing.

10155036_584137451684993_2580188910334672772_nI am safe in the arms of the Creator.

I am safe in my little home.

I can sit in this peaceful beauty.

I can visit you on the Inner.

I can enjoy the sunset that was not seen 

On this earth plane

 As it hid in the drops of the rain.

I can know that the rainbows will follow.

I can know the sun will rise again.

I can feel the joy of the rapture

Being embraced in the Creators arms

I can know that abiding quiet.

I can share that joy in this moment.

I can share that moment with you.

I can…..

“I can do all things through You who strengthens me.”

I can lift up my Voice

In song.

I can sit in the quiet remembrance

Of other times,

other feelings,

other places,

other faces.

1486844_584145735017498_5163021460214205959_nOr I can go deeper into this moment…

I can focus.

I can.

“Be here now.”

The Creator  spoke

As He hid me and embraced me

Under His all-encompassing cloak.

I am renewed,  refreshed, rejuvenated.

I want to:

Take you by the hand,

Show you this wonderful moment,

Help you to share in it too,

Watch as you come to understand, 

Give you a quiet smile in days to come,

Be a reflection of “Life’s evening Son”.

I want to share this quiet moment

I want to bless you with it too.

I would like to send it

For your use in days to come.10291855_583668951731843_709338919094813338_n

I will wrap it with a ribbon of gentle rain

Sprinkle some star-dust painted blue.

Do you feel it

embracing and renewing you?

Do you feel it making you whole?

Do you wish to have me remind you

Of this moment? 

Of this place?

Oh, yes my dear friend,

I will and I certainly can.

The One I allow to see me

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The  One I allow to see me

The One who hears me cry

The One who always loves me

The One who never asks why.

The One who walks beside me

When other friends have gone.

The One who can forgive me

For all the things I have done wrong.

The One who lives within me.

The One who fills the void.

The One who  shares my burdens.

The One who is in my dreams.

The One with love and mercy.

The One who understands my schemes.

This One is a loving Master

who created me to learn

who loves me and embraces me

whose love I will not spurn.

My loving Master who guides my many steps

has never left me nor forsaken me

Has never given up on me yet.

Mother Answers

Yes, my darling children

I know what you are going through

Mum and Pup broke my heart

when death’s door they walked to.

I lost my brothers and sisters.

I lost my friends and my babies too.

Know this my dear children

Heaven is where you make it

You do not have to wait till the other side.

Enjoy the laughter.

Enjoy the love.

Enjoy the tears.

Make your daily meditation

An act of dedication.

Let your love for me

Show in all you do.

That is the best way

For your kindness to show

That is the best way for me

To know that you listened

When I told you

Dedicate your love, life and laughter

To the Master

That is what I want you to do

That will be the best reflection

Of the love that has been given you.

I bathed in the Ocean

Filled with Love and Mercy.

I basked in the Master’s sweet Grace.

Your love and forgiveness

Have helped my healing

As I enjoy Spirit’s sweet embrace.

Your love is my Lighteness.

Your forgiveness my crown.

Your kind actions to others

My beautiful gown.

Go on with your mission.

Be your own best friend.

Do as I told you

“Dedicate your life and your

actions to the Master.

Do all in His name.

That is the best reflection

of the love that has been given you.

I will always love you.

The Master is always with you.

Listen, dear child, when you want to ask ‘Why’

It is because I told you so.”

I am not gone from your Heart

Dear Ones.

My love comes to you on the Breeze.

Remember, in your morning meditation

Do all you can to ease

The pain of the downcast

The sorrow of the homeless

The hunger of those still searching

The anger of the frightened ones

Still lost in the fog.

Be of service to the servers.

Be a friend to the friendless.

Embrace the unembraceable.

Forgive the un-forgiveable.

Love the actor…hate the action.

“Dedicate your life and your

actions to the Master.

Do all in His name.

That is the best reflection

of the love that has been given you.

I will always love you.

The Master is always with you.

Listen, dear child, when you want to ask ‘Why’

It is because I told you so.”

Service is the Silence


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When I come to the place of Silence

With a heart full of laughter and joy.

It is in that moment

That I am the Master’s toy.

When I allow Him to give me instructions

When I put His work at the ‘fore

When I dedicate all my energy and actions

When I live here “as below so above”.

I do not have to wait for the rapture

I serve in the moment with love.

Then I know that this lifetime is more.

More of His infinite mercy

More of His boundless gifts

More opportunities of service

More of His children to lift.

A smile, a hug or a greeting

Acknowledges the Soul I am meeting.

Then there is no surprise

That  I see the Master

In  another eyes.

Christmas everyday.

Christmas  felt  like a play rehearsal.

The stars,  my parents, were missing.

You  had  already gone to  Broadway.

Act One, had already been performed .

Your  work here was done.

Because of your love and your life

It is,  for me,  Christmas everyday.

Some moments,  do not feel like presents.

Some moments,  I feel stuffed and overfed with grief.

Some hours pass,  now,  when I refuse to believe you are gone.

Some moments,  I feel your presence.


Those  are the moments when you nestle in my heart.

 The  goodness of your intentions,

Your  laughter and your inventions

take hold,  giving  me a new start.

Then,  it becomes  Christmas everyday.


I send you love on your Journey.

I embrace your memories.

I embrace your memories.

That makes everyday Christmas.



Mystical magical moss on Monday

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Dense moss colonies in a cool coastal forest
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What a wonderful challenge I have choosen today.
It is Monday.
It is raining.
Some of the choices I have are:
(1) go back to bed for the day and read and sleep and dream.
(2) go have a shower, get dressed and work on the house plants.
(3) get dressed in some grubbies and go feed the birds taking an extra long time and just be with them.
(4) phone everyone I know and visit all morning.
(5) get coffeed up and clean and sew in preparation for fall and winter clothing changes.
(6) just sit and dream

Think I will sit and dream for a while
Letting the muses surround me and direct my day.
Music filters through the rain drops as the birds sing their song.
The mystical magic mist of Monday permates my being and I
am enjoying a lazy moment.
A being moment.
A mindful moment.
A moment in time.
It was not always so.
I was young.
I was in a hurry.
I was rushing after the almighty dollar.
I wanted to be connected.
I wanted to be more.
I never took the time to know myself.
I never enjoyed the mystical magic mist of Monday.
Now I can.
I will go check on the moss I brought back from the mountain.
It lovingly caresses everything in the woods.
I want to stay in the mountains and lay on the moss
Until it is time to come home to you.
I reach across time and space.
I caress the moss as it cools my face.
I am one with the moss.
The mountain.
The mist.
I am home.
The mystical magic mist of Monday permates my being and I
am enjoying a lazy moment.
A being moment.
A mindful moment.
A moment in time.