Today I had my computer repaired.
It had a virus.
It took a few hours.
There was a technician who worked with love.
Who took all the data saving the essential things
They cleaned off all the garbage.
Master, I want to be a computer.
I am over whelmed
with all the things from others
I have been down loading…
over 68 years this lifetime….let alone
the garbage I dumped on others lifetime after lifetime.
It is not my business.
It is not my stuff.
But, when my experience strength and hope
can be a bridge to freedom….for another
Let the sunlight of the Spirit
sustain me and guide them.
Loving fully completely and boldly
That for me is quite enough….
So can I change my request…
I do not want to be a computer
and not feel deeply
I do not want to delete my past
when it can be a bridge home to you
For Souls emerging from the fog.
Goodness knows you rescued
me so many times
You sent angels to walk with me.
When I would not listen….
You beloved Master walked with me…
Until I made it safely home.
Now I am home and free
Let me serve
Let me be more
and more like thee.
No, dear Master
I do not want to be a computer.
I want to be Soul.
I want all Soul’s to be free.
Let me continue
to be a fool for God.