I AM Here
In answering a call to Service,
as Soul, who has earned the right to be
“First responder’, I came.
I found myself in a place filled with
contradictions, warm and loving,
cold and bare.
Yet love, and love alone guided my way.
From all the painful lessons earned, that was
required for me to learn, so I could
know the difference between all the opposites
that rule these worlds of duality,
just in case I had forgotten,for
how else could I be effective n service,
if I was moved by praise or criticism
joy or sorrow, for these are the testing
means of how Soul determines what is
important, what is real, what is not,
for all of it makes little difference,
it is all the same, depending on how the
cookie crumbles, so to speak,
and learning compassion means going through
every heart breaking and joyful experience known to God and man,
and the heart finds itself in the deadlock of anguish, yet joyful anticipation,
and I wonder, am I Soul, learning, learning, anything,
as it wrings itself out of the way?
And I know I am not here for recognition,
fame or fortune, success or failure
I am here only to serve God
among the Human race, forever,
and if for a moment I forget,that anything
truly matters, except for Love, for all else is
Illusion, which clouds purity of heart,
but once the cobwebs are wiped away,
as Soul, I can see the deliberate design to keep me from
Knowing who and what I truly am,
a child in the Wilderness of Love and Mercy,
that has been called forth, for what is beyond
rhyme or reason, save God’s will, and the tender loving
care of the Beloved;
And for this privilege to be called to serve you,
to stand beside you, I will endure all things.
Your love for all Soul’s, inspires me to live in accord to the best
of my ability, to serve also as a Lover of Soul’s,
in following your guidance, to somehow be of service to
those who struggle greatly to free themselves from
the snares that bring a despair, so deep, it keeps
them from clearing away the chains
of illusion that bind them, so they too can stand free,
in the light and sound of Gods Love
I know, I have come through the thick and thin of it many times,
and now I know the why.
I am joyously free with no impediments,
to be all that I am capable of in your service,
time has polished me in ways
untold for me to be rid of all that gets in my way,
in your way.
The terrain is like a battlefield, littered with land mines, yet
I will let nothing deter me from reaching your side,
I am here, I am now, here I stay forever in your Presence.
In the light and sound and love of the Beloved.
I AM Here