The miracle is waiting…art work by Colin Hall

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I am waiting for a miracle?

What if, the miracle is already here?

Just waiting…for you to be aware of it.

Just waiting…for you to discover it.

Just waiting…for you to accept it.

Just waiting….for you

to take the action to help make it happen.

Just waiting…for you to surrender and find it.

The miracle is waiting.

 Deep within you to be found. 

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Not over the next bridge.  

Miracles are within you.

 Bring it on.

 Bring it forward.

I do not believe in miracles.  

I depend on them. 

Winner wonderland…artistry by Colin Hall


There is a battle raging

within the physical body  with the  cold.

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Where the dreams of tomorrow

meet the with the challenges of old.

I am hiding out in the mountains….

until the healing comes.

I am buried under the snowbank….

basking in the sun.

“I am always in the learning from the cosmic sea.

1461381_512809568817782_138859729_nI am always with you“*

*quote from Harold Klemp

....are the Creator`s words to me.

So although the mind wants to read

the title of this poem,

as winter wonderland…

I need it to read Winner wonderland,

as I delight in my Journey home.

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Upon awakening


Upon awakening

I give thanks for:

each new breath

restful slumber

incredible dream teachings

Your loving presence. 

In dedication I surrender:

My thoughts to your beauty

My eyes to your praise

My lips to  kind encouragement

In poems or a phrase.

My heart in consecration.

My hands and feet in service.

My very being in love.

My ears in listening

To the Voice

On the Wind.

My going out and my coming in

are dedicated to 


Of the lost and lonely on the trail

Of the weary heart who longs to fail

Of the seeker (just like me)

Who longs to serve and be set free.


The healing storm

Lighthouse storm

The storm is raging deep within.

How can I surrender to it

and not somehow win?

The anger is passed.  

The lesson learned.  

All along it was love I spurned.

 Love for the Creator.

Love for self.

Love through service.

All of the love from ages past,

Was just waiting on the shelf.  

How discomforting was the noise !

How deep the divine discontent !

The longer the healing storm raged

the deeper in love I went.

Deep inside against my will.

Deeper yet to find You still

Waiting, whispering above the storm.

“You are safe my Child

My love will keep you warm.” 

Then the glowing, tingling,  healing  silence.

So much love one could almost hear it.

 The silence now moves me so.

 I can feel the healing storms tentacles

 reaching me, teaching me….

“re-membering” and connecting  me to all I know. 


NightSky (Photo credit: Shalaco)

From the essence of myself……

Popcorn flower with dewdrops

Popcorn flower with dewdrops (Photo credit: stevelewalready)

You my precious child are meant to be free

and slightly wild….

no chained up gates for you awaits.  

I want you to be free to explore, examine and inspect.

  I want you to know, love, honour and respect.  

Respect the rock and tree and flower…

all are from the essence of myself…

your loving Higher Power

How could you not know?




How could you not know?

Basking in the moonlight,

feeling its healing glow.


 You were created perfectly.

How could you not know?  

You were there

before the hands of time,

When I hung the stars in space.

You were there with me

my precious child

before the dawn of grace.

 You were there

in the beginning.  

I formed you from the essence of myself.

 I created you by hand. 

 You are my precious,  wondrous, and   perfect child.

I formed you from the essence of myself.

 I created you by hand. 

Love yourself and your neighbor….that is my only command. 

Meet Pam Ellis (I am glad I did)

I’m Pam Ellis

of  Kaizen Inspired Life


I teach a certification course

a brand new form of NLP

that I have developed,

combining my mastership of NLP,

Kaizen-Muse Creativity coaching

and clinical hypnotherapy.


It has been a huge success with coaches,

healers and energy workers!

I offer the service

locally and through distance healing

to individual clients,

groups, businesses, and organizations.

My mission:

To help clients and students take a quantum leap

beyond traditional therapy

and coaching with Kaizen Creative NLP!

Greatpoetrymhf  (Mary Helen Ferris) note:
Approaching my seventies, I have had several physical challenges which I presented to Pam Ellis in casual conversation.  We talked over a number of weeks and as I began to practice my own exercises with Pam’s suggestions, I noticed a change.
 I have introduced a daily routine of my own spiritual exercises, using a great mineral water, and taking the baby steps Pam lovingly suggested.  With thanks to Source, Ormus, and the gentle guidance of Pam Ellis….(whom I believe is guided by Source) I have succeeded in many ways.
I have experienced the following changes.
  1. I am caffeine free.  Those who know me, know this a HUGE change.  I have been hard-wired to coffee and cola for years.
  2. My energy is focused more on joy and service than on my “growing pains” of the past.
  3. I am alcohol, tobacco, drug and bubble gum free….. this prior to learning with Pam.  So to be coffee free is HUGE.  My experience with her has empowered my previous addiction related concerns.
  4. My speech pattern which was interrupted by my stroke, has returned with laughter and an ability to speak my truth.
  5. I am in touch with my emotions….I acknowledge them.   They do not run my life.  I cry, laugh and speak with joy.
  6. I am back at school.
  7. I am happy, joyous, and free.
  8. I personally recommend, that you take the opportunity to contact Pam Ellis 403 331 0054 for a gratis 30 minute session.

  9. Yes, I work with Pam Ellis.  Who else do you know that hires a seventies-something personal assistant!!!

  10. I just finished doing some clerical work on  a 187 page course manual  written by Pam.   I was so moved by it, I am  enrolling in one of her group classes in the fall.  Register now to join me.
  11. This is my experience. You may call me to verify any and all of the above at Pam’s office 403 331 0054.  She works with PACIFIC TIME ZONE.
  12. If I at seventy, can make these changes to be vibrant, full of vitality and vigor……so can you.
Thank you so much Pam Ellis for allowing me to use my personal blog to introduce you to my world and my whirl.
Two of my friends, who are enrolled in your courses, are changing with life as never before.
Blessings to you in your work, and blessings to all my contributors, readers, and my “encouragers” on my wee blog.
Thank you Source for the renewals in my life.

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Healing waters flow…….a gratitude ramble….

English: Water fountains in the city of Unaizah.

English: Water fountains in the city of Unaizah. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

1964 New York World's Fair

1964 New York World’s Fair (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: Parque de la exposicion, A park, that...

English: Parque de la exposicion, A park, that shows the largest park with water fountains (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

As a child I heard this song

Where the healing waters flow

Where the Joys celestial  know.

There is peace and rest and love

Where the healing waters flow.

Today as an recovering heart patient, 18 mos since my stroke….

I know the healing waters of life have touched me, deeply. 

I am amaZed at the love, learning and gift of living I have been re-given.


The healing waters flow from and to

 a fountain deep within.

Cooling, clear, crystal jewels of water.

Calming, clearing, caressing Soul.

The love I am experiencing

makes my body want to grin.

I want to dance and sing and shout.

This incredible healing

Is what it is all about.

Thank you dear hearts

For standing for me

When I could not walk.

For helping me learn

When I need to find my Voice

When I could not talk.

Thank you for loving me

Through the fears.

Thank you for the laughter 

Joys and tears

Thank for your healing love

Guiding me all these years.


Eagle Banding

Eagle Banding (Photo credit: Office of Governor Patrick)

M16, the Eagle Nebula

M16, the Eagle Nebula (Photo credit: write_adam)

Eagle Nest View

Eagle Nest View (Photo credit: Buzz Hoffman)

thermographic image of an eagle

thermographic image of an eagle (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Pool Party 2011

Pool Party 2011 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

After the acupuncture

I am pain-free.

I soar with the eagles.

I coo with the doves.

The world is my oyster.

I am so full of love.

It is very heard to be poetic

when your pain of aging is so pathetic.

Who said I signed up to run this body for 69 years?

oh, holy Dinah,

I thought I was used up at 18

with the parties, working double shifts

 drinking doubles

But I digress….

actually I refuse to live by any convention or norm

I have an adventuresome and  feisty nature .

It has always kept me warm.

In these precious moments

which last longer and longer

all the time

the healing is taking place.

The magic of recovery is working

in all of my life.

The highlights of the day, the week, the month….the year

they are mine.