Posted in Acceptance, Detachment, Family, Higher Power, commitment, gratitude, love, poetry, spirtual awakening, surrender, tagged 12 Step Program, dedication, living in the moment, love, poetry, surrender on April 29, 2008 | No Comments »
Living in the moment
Doing the ‘do things’.
Being all that I can be
(All that You created me to be.)
Giving and loving
Being open
Doing for the Master.
Letting go for me
Is being unattached to the results.
It is not my responsibility
How the gift is received.
It is my responsibility
To have and use the God given ability
To respond to Spirit’s sweet Voice
That [...]
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Posted in 12 Step Program, Acceptance, Death and dying, Detachment, God, crone, depression, gratitude, grief, love, nature, poetry, recovery, spiritual renewal, spirtual awakening, surrender, tagged 12 Step, fifth step, gossip, Healing, hope, poetry, surrender on April 25, 2008 | No Comments »
The girl’s were getting together to “dish the dirt“
I thought they would be planting seeds or something.
They were.
They were gossiping…seeds of ‘dirt’about another Soul.
When day is done they put our ashes in dirt.
We cleanse our Soul to release the dirt.
We pray.
Do our step work and take the dirt
To our sponsor and release to our Higher [...]
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Posted in 12 Step Program, Detachment, acceptanace, love, poetry, sponorship, surrender, tagged 12 Step Program, love, sponsorship on April 1, 2008 | 1 Comment »
You are pushing us away with your anger.
Are you not wanting to leave and afraid to stay?
Why have you left when you are not even gone?
“Life on life’s terms” is a phrase we have learned.
Why, I ask, with love am I not seeing it in action with you?
Why are you finding fault with those around [...]
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Posted in 12 Step Program, Aging, Angels, Death and dying, Detachment, Father, love, poetry, surrender, tagged 12 Step Program, Angels, Death and dying, love, Master, poety, surrender on March 27, 2008 | No Comments »
“Daddy, I will miss you
It is time for you to go
My tears they are for ‘happy’
I just want you to know.
I see the angels coming
They want you to be in peace
I release you now my Daddy.”
Then, the little girl bowed her head.
“If you miss me too much Daddy
As I am going to miss your touch
Just [...]
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Posted in 12 Step Program, Aging, Detachment, Father, Prayer, poetry, sorrow, surrender, tagged 12 Step Program, Detachment, Father, love, poetry on March 27, 2008 | No Comments »
He said his father died
Two hours before the meeting.
(I know that if my Father had just died that
I would not have had the strength to be at a meeting.)
I caught my breath.
I could not breathe.
(I heard another voice saying
“Your Father has just died.”)
I am not in that place that I need
[...]
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Posted in 12 Step Program, Detachment, love, poetry, recovery, seduction, sorrow, tagged "addicted to love", 12 Step Program, God, love, poetry on March 11, 2008 | No Comments »
“Have I told you lately that I love you?”
Keeps going through my brain.
Why am I so angry.
Why am I so insane.
I can not deny the Denial
I can not say I do not think of you.
However, it is no reason to go back
Into the insanity.
I distance myself.
Then, your smile takes me away.
It is dangerous.
I cannot stay.
I [...]
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