Without the Master, where would I be?

Tonight while sitting

on Soul’s bended knee

a  curious thought

occurred to me

“Without the Master, where would I be?”

I do not wish to return to the darkness

before I was aware of the love

I do not wish to return

to the void.

I do not wish to be angry.

I do not wish to be sad.

I do not wish to return to bottle.

I do not wish to return to the drug.

All the things that drove me mad.  

I do not wish to be hate filled.

I do not want to live

without the Master

without the Sunlight of the Spirit

without love.

I do not want to know

where I would be without the Master

again this lifetime.

So,  I will surrender.

I will give  love.

I will learn about unconditional love.

I may not be able to practice it

But I will learn about it.

I will share the Master’s love

for me

with others

It has been so freely given

so freely it must be passed on.

I do not want to know

where I would be without the Master’s touch.